May 2 2007

Well Chris started his new job yesterday and all went well. He's a little overwhelmed right now with everything needed to learn working for a dealership. For those of you that aren't sure he's started at Dodge Chrysler here in Smiths Falls, which is great cause it's only 6 minutes drive to work and the hours are great. 7am to 5 pm, no weekends.
I'm still enjoying my job, except for days like this. I thought if I'm paying for a full day of care I'm going to send Braxton for a full day. When I went to drop him off he was crying and holding onto my neck soo tight. I felt soo bad, especially since I don't have to work until 11am and I was dropping him off at 9am.
Babysitter was going to the store to get diapers, so when I arrived she had all the kids in the van waiting for B so they could all get going. Maybe that's why he was upset? If he was able to just go off and play maybe things would have been different.
Can't wait to go pick him up so that I can hug him and cuddle him.
Being a parent is soo heartwrenching.